Sem break - Day 13

Next semester (May-August 2013) will be my last semester in UCSI. The rest would be internship and another internship, then convocation in 2014, Then it'll be "Goodbye forever, UCSI."

Honestly, I never liked life there.
-Maybe it was because 'One of my first friends made in UCSI ended as my boyfriend, which meant all my time was spent with him and I never went to explore any further'.
-Maybe it was the bad break-up hence everything, every corner in UCSI has a stain in good/bad memories.
-Or simply maybe UCSI is just concerned in its students paying on time every semester without giving the best of lecturers, teaching methods, facilities and so forth.
The food had also gone from bad to worse since the first day I entered in 2010.
And the price? Everything's increased, from the failed electricity, to the food-gone-bad, to the we-had-already-paid-for-the-printing-machine-but-we-still-need-to-pay-more-starting-January-2013-semester.
And the notes and UCSI's webpage and stuff? Let's not even get started on how okay-standard turned to worse than lousy.

Anyway, I guess that's one of the contributing reason why this sem break, my last sem break, has been so far the best. Because this sem break, I've been more on the happy-and-proud-to-be-single.
The last 3 years of sem break had been more of a mourning-for-ex time.
But I'm proud to say I've gotten out of it, and better plans await.
UCSI days are gonna be behind me.
Left but not forgotten. Forgiven but never to be forgotten.

Either way, sem breaks had never been more fun, interesting, fabulous, productive and healthy. I'm much happier, now that final semester's coming. I guess college life and I never did work out, and if there was a next life, I'd live life to the fullest without giving everything into love relationships. I'd remind myself, if I could, that if a relationship comes, it'd come.

The bunch of new friends from care-cell had been very much the contributors of the greatest sem break ever.
These happening, forever-most fabulous and awesome people, I tell you ahh, it's like they never run out of ideas, money and energy on the best activities.
Even when I'd only known them for 6 months, they're people who are genuine.
I guess along the journey, we'd really learn who our true friends are.
*shrugs*

I guess it's also true that when you're finally looking at life in the positive light, and giving yourself another chance, that life really does give you another go.

Sure I've been slacking and relaxing a lot the past 3 days at home, but I've also been out a lot.
Dinner, skating, badminton, birthday celebration, advice on a new life new chance new opportunity.
Supper, squash, movie, pasar malam, another birthday celebration, more of a new life new chance new opportunities.
I guess it hasn't been too bad so far.
Still, there's much to learn.

4 more subjects to go next sem.



Oh, and was it ever mentioned that there's this huge crush/admirer in town? :p
I think this could go beyond other ordinary crushes. And let's just hope I have the courage to do anything about it. Till then.
 And he's online!
*squeals* jumps in joy* crazily laughing for no apparent reason* oh gosh

♥ Spread the love, people!

No more of all the what had used to be, now that every day's a new time to shine.

With these loved ones around to shower me with love and support all the time, I guess whatever emptiness has left, leaving all random happiness around.
My mum. I love my mum ♥

Though again, life isn't always that great. Then again, what's life without a little roller coaster ride?
A little bit of good and bad and epic and random and spontaneous and impromptu-ness, life has never been more perfect.

In the past 2 years, things had been rough and tough and hard and difficult.
But not going any further than that, I'm glad that I've come across a group of people who accepts me for me.
Not only do they give full support for everyone and everything, they even whack, smack, shoot, hug, spam, call, find you until you get back on the right track.

They don't judge or poke your back or spread rumors around.
They make all things good by believing, believing and believing.
They listen and help you to achieve the best in life.
They give without asking for anything in return.
And best of all, they include you like no one has ever before.

You don't have to be perfect for them to fall in love with you.
As long as you're there and ready to mingle, they're all there with open arms.
You can be at your worst, or at your most jerk-iest side, but being who they are in believing everyone is equal, they don't judge.
Because everyone has a story, and nobody is perfect, and nobody can ever stand on their own being all strong and stuff.

So I'm really thankful for these people who has draggggggged me out of misery, despite all the times I withdrawn myself countless of times.
Yup, these are the people who would spam and spam and spam you until you get so annoyed that you have to reply them one way or another xD

I don't know la.
After knowing them, things have never been brighter.
Things automatically went on all-downright positive mode.
Especially on family side.
Yea sure sometimes you wanna strangle and murder these loved ones, but love conquers all, and you suddenly have the strength to carry on and all.

If we can all see love visually, you'd be seeing me giving it out to all those people around me.
I love them, like really really a lot.
My family's one, but this bunch also acts as family.
And with love, there's more than just love.
It's love, support, inspiration, motivation, living your dreams, and making dreams come true.
Love la, in short xD

So, who's ready for a new challenge in life?
Not me. I'm on sem break mode for now x)
♥