"You just want it just because you can't have it."

For the past three years, there were always obligations that stopped me from applying for a part-time job with BBW. Every year, I look up the calender, hoping their time will be adjustable to my schedule. This year was no different, and the good news this year, it's during sem break and I had no compulsory obligations. I was free for those 18 days. Or was I?

"Is working at BBW worth giving up 18 days of freedom? Earning thousands in 18 days, is that what you really want? Okay. So pretend that you've gotten the job and are working day one on this 9am-9pm job, what happens next? What happens tomorrow on what you think you want?"

I would ask myself, what am I doing here?

I wanted to work there so bad, I forgot why I wanted what I wanted.

The same happened to wanting to go for the Work and Travel USA programme for the past year.
What about wanting a boyfriend all those years, and so desperately wanted to get back together with the ex last year?

Turns out working at BBW isn't something I really want.
I just wanted to work there because I never had the opportunity to when I really wanted to be there three years ago.

So who wants to raid MIECC this year with me and maintain this customer status we so proudly own?
Books range as low as RM8 :p