You talk about all the suffering and how you came back stronger and more mature. You know that you'll never repeat any of those mistakes and that you'll never be caught dead harming yourself anymore. You're proud of how far you've came, and that you've met your true friends. You're free from all that self-hatred and you've found yourself. You're moving on and you're doing great things in life. The future has never been brighter. Then you think about the reason behind all that happened, and you wonder whether you'll ever love again.
You wonder if you hadn't been too dependent on him, would you two still be together?
If you knew what you know today, that you'll respect him and make sure he respected you as well, could things have worked out?
You know you'll never go back to the past, and if he comes back right now, you'll say no.
Fear may hinder you now but it can't haunt you forever.
You'll love again one day. You'll see. And you'll see why that never worked out.
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